HER DIARY
Day night, I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at
a
cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day long,
so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he
made
no comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet
so
we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.
I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had
nothing
to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept
driving.
I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love
you, too."
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing
to
do with me anymore.
He just sat there and watched TV.; he seemed distant and absent.
Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed.
I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront
him
with the situation but he had fallen asleep.
I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.
I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with
someone else.
My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY
Today India lost the cricket match. DAMN IT.
From : Sanjana, Chennai
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